OMFG! I'm really writing a journal entry on DA. Just can't believe it

I always thought if I really wanted to harass someone with texts and thoughts I would go and make a blog. Hmm... well, obvious I didn't ^^"
The reason is, that I have to do more artwork. I'm sitting in front of my PC for hours and days, opening and closing Photoshop a hundret times und never NEVER NEVER >.< doing something creative. And if I do so I get stuck, save it and never open it again. This has to be improved! Everytime I have an Idea I think about which way it could be useful. Can I use it for a website? Do I need a new Wallpaper? Do I want to pin it to my wall? NO! And so I just do nothing.

Just a few hours ago I decided to do something, no matter for what or because of what, I just decided to fucking do it (damn it! *korn*). The same way as I decided to write this here, eventhough it's probably full of mistakes.(OMG, I already see myself doing nothing again... ) And because I need something to kick my lame ass I had to write this here.

I will start doing those workshops in my "Advanced Photoshop" magazines I bought but havent read for months. I'll just practice knew techniques, will use them with my own creativitiy (hopefully ^^) and become GOD *cough* And if this works I'll buy a premium account and make a better journal ^^ Yes, yes, almost like all the other things I always want to do and nether start.

So I hope this works. (sic)



Thanks for reading